back of di brain thoughts. 2

I did get that journal btw :)

back of di brain thoughts.

I cut my hair whenever something bad happens in my life, but now i'm beginning to run out of hair lol.

Damn (a year went by just like that)

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This doesn't feel right 

but somehow it's all too familiar to me 

I don't really want to do this 

but I'm left with no choice.

It hurts me when I think about it

because you haven't actually done anything to me 

yet I feel like you have done the most 

They told me not to trust you

They told me not to love you

To have no faith 

They told me not to believe in you 

and so I did 

I have no faith 

I questioned you 

& I questioned myself

I questioned if my love was wrong 

I questioned If my needs and desires to be loved were wrong 

a sin.

Sin

that's what they called it

evil, dirty, filth

I try to keep a brave face.

but I'm scared

I'm crying 

I feel like I have just truly found myself 

yet I have never felt so lost

I want to put all of my troubles in you again.

I want you to make things right

& sleep a little easier at night

But since you continue to remain out of sight 

I think I should end it here with you now,

Just to be polite 

25.04.16

What the actual

It's the 26th of December today. 11:57pm. I dunno what's been up with me these past couple of months but something just doesn't feel right. I have been very unsettled recently and it really sucks man;( 

I have come to a conclusion that I definitely need to start blogging again tho. Because it's a great form of escapism 4 me, whether It be me chatting shit (like I am now) or I dunno sharing a poem or something. I kinda regret sharing this blog with people I know,it takes the excitement away of not knowing who could be reading my posts. oh well. 

You probably don't care. I don't even know why you are still reading this tbh. So yeah bye.

[i should really just get a journal]

LCC

I went to the London College of Communication (Elephant and Castle) to view the university students' art and photography exhibition, here are some photos of my journey and their work/s.

2 for £5

   

   

   

   

Body

   

   

   

   

   

The human body is soo sick! I took these pictures of street performers, I think it was on south Bank. Although all of the acts pictured are doing somewhat different things with their bodies, it was all still equally as fascinating to me.